My Thoughts

It's been a long time I never write Note/Story.

Why?

Because my mind is BLANK ... and keep thinking of you ...

Since you appeared in my sight ...

- I got no sad story to write ...

- I will smile when I see the photos we took together or any photos of you ...

- I will immediately check my mobile everyday when I woke up, either I received SMS from you or not ...

- I will felt HAPPY when I heard my mobile SMS Alert and checked its from you ...

- I will share everything with you when you online or when SMS ...

- I prayed hard when you were not in hometown ... to keep you healthy, safety and always fine ...

- I prayed hard when you drive alone in the midnight ... to keep you reach home safely ...

- I listen and feel everything you felt ... no matter happy, sad, frustrate ...

- I tried to help you to do anything or even everything as best as I could, to reduce your frustrate and pressure ...

- I tried to cheer you up, persuade you and give some advises or solutions when something happened to you ...

- I tried to hold your hand when we walked together before and after movie ... but ... I never did it ...

- I tried to look your eyes for more than 5 secs ... but ... I felt shy ...

- I tried to find topic to chat with you when we were hangout together ... but I'm too nervous and forgot how to continue ...

- I tried to hug you after I sent you back home ... but your Aunt and Cousin were there ...

- I asked you what to eat/drink or let u choose the movie ... so I can know what you likes, what you prefers ...

- I felt excited when we were hangout together and the one who sat beside me when movie ... was you ...

- I felt surprised and very happy when I saw you wearing the "thing" I bought for you, when we were hangout ...

- I felt mad and angry at the guy who knocked/blocked you when you were the way to the toilet ...

- I felt very Glad that you are existed in my life ...

- I started to plan the space, the future of us ... and soon I will Take Action ...

You ...

- brought me Happiness ...

- brought me many Fantastic Memories ...

- are Special to me ...

- are my Reason to living more healthy and always fine ...

- made my Heart beeps faster, that I never ever had before ...

- made me Matured ...

- Don't Run Away from Me ... YOU're MINE ...

My First LOVER ... and The Only ONE ...